Many of you have seen me here.
And what really can be said. If I could right now, I’d take my own life because there seems to be no light at the other end. I’m flat it seems like with no emotion and I hate that feeling. I’ve gone through a lot in my life, not as much as some on here, but I’ve got demons I live with every day and don’t know how to take it anymore.
So why do I write? No idea. I guess just to say, I’m tired of it? That I live through life alive but dead? And that I’m a lonely kid just trying to find someone to understand? I don’t know anymore.
I used to love music so verry much and I still do, but even now it seems I’ve lost interest.
I’d ask for a method here, only noone can give me one haha.
(If anyone wants to hear any of the music I play, (be warned it’s depressing, ask)
Ok, I’m done writing.
And what really can be said. If I could right now, I’d take my own life because there seems to be no light at the other end. I’m flat it seems like with no emotion and I hate that feeling. I’ve gone through a lot in my life, not as much as some on here, but I’ve got demons I live with every day and don’t know how to take it anymore.
So why do I write? No idea. I guess just to say, I’m tired of it? That I live through life alive but dead? And that I’m a lonely kid just trying to find someone to understand? I don’t know anymore.
I used to love music so verry much and I still do, but even now it seems I’ve lost interest.
I’d ask for a method here, only noone can give me one haha.
(If anyone wants to hear any of the music I play, (be warned it’s depressing, ask)
Ok, I’m done writing.
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